Friday, February 24, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:20 PM
my mom is going kl in a few hours' time and we're gonna be alone in this house with my grandma for these 2days. okay it's only 2days but sunday gonna be hell. and my homework is like all piling up. haven finished this compo and there's another one to do. like huh. sigh.
i've feeling a feeling i cant describe. it's something that i'll always feel whenever my mother needs to go overseas for work or whatever. it's like, totally helpless and everything like i've got no one to rely on anymore and i gotta face everything myself. i realised how un-independent i actually am, always needing someone to rely on and i cant do anything when left alone. and i'll always get this feeling. i dont like it. i seriously dont.
-where did you go. i need you so much.